WOW I hadn’t realized how long it has been since I last blogged. I feel like such a slacker loser lol I guess I have found other ways to pass the time… unhealthier ways perhaps but the end result is the same, time has flown.
So what have I been doing all these months you ask, (assuming someone is asking or even gives a rats ass lol) I have started playing an online game that I quit for some time. I suppose I play it to take my mind off of other things, yes unfortunately those other things include a certain woman. The time I am allotted to talk to her isn’t much, she is busy with work, her kids and of course being verbally abused by her dumbass husband. I think if I could visit her I would first punch him right in the face, just to watch him fall lol
She and I have come to an agreement of sorts… a decision about “our relationship” we have entered the stalemate phase.. its either move on and face the consequences (yes we have thought of every possible scenario) or move on from one another. Both options will require a lot of work. It’s going to take a lot of patience to take “this” to the next level. Letting go is equally as difficult, I honestly do not think I will be able to let her go. She really is an amazing person. I always tell her that its such a waste that she is married to an ignorant barbarian lol
Lets see what else have I been doing…. well, I have tried to slowly integrate yoga into my daily(if it were daily lol) workout. Ok so I dont workout daily or nearly as much as I used to. Even though I do not look fat, I feel fat and I think I know the reason why.. I have lost some muscle mass. Its hard to believe that so many months have passed since that debilitating pinched nerve.. I would never want to experience that pain ever again. I try to do yoga stretches, especially the hamstring pulls.. they seem to help relieve pressure off the spinal cord.
I used to think yoga was for women and hippy freaks lol But that was back when I was young and full of crap. I now realize the benefits and the strength it takes to do some of these yoga techniques. If anyone is interested here is a link to one of hulu.com’s yoga channels.
I hope eveyrone had a nice Halloween. Mine was fun, I scared the hell out of the neighborhood kids (as usual) and I stole my daughters candy (as usual) lol Not all her candy of course… just the good stuff haha
In other news the dreaded Giants won the world series ughhhh I was rooting for Texas, I like to root for the underdogs.. its probably from all those Bad News Bears movies I watched as a kid lol
I would say that I will try to write in here more often but every time I say that I end up writing less! So I shall blog when the mood hits me and try to stay away from things that waste time. I think I shall do something productive with myself today.. I may write tomorrow or later and let you know what it is.
Ciao 
